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For Ruaan.. 9th October 2014


Hello cheeku…

You’re truly becoming a ‘BIG’ boy now. Its such a delight to have you around me – at most times! :P From the last year to now – soooooo much has changed in our lives together. You go to a day care now for a few hours, have made your own friends there that your mamma knows nothing about, have your own schedules and even look forward to your life away from home and us I guess.

But the one thing that has remained the same or maybe only increased is how much I adore you. Totally. Simply. Madly. Deeply. Wholeheartedly. Unequivocally. Selfishly. Selflessly.

I think you’re the best kid God could have sent down for me. You’re soo much like me and yet in so many ways so different. I love the way you’re so loving towards everyone… you’re not a naturally aggressive person (so far!). And yet your boundless energy and especially your love for sports I am sure comes from your dad totally. Its such a good blend to have – I just hope we’re able to nurture it in you for a long long while to come.

I want to just thank you again for being there in my life and loving me the way you do. Makes me feel like I am really worth something good if such a sweet little child is all MINE!

Looking forward to going through life together with many many smiles and loving moments.

I wish for you all the love I can hope to generate in my heart,

Yours always,

Mumma!
 
PS - Written in time, posted far too late!!

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